Wednesday, 5 January 2000

Playing Games - Chapter 7


      Chapter 7


                                         THE DAY'S, THAT I DREADED OF 

                                                  COMING INTO WORK!

 Now, as you know, I always dreaded of when Deek had took time off, because of knowing full well of what each day may bring.  Because of knowing what Matt and big Liz, that snobby-nose bitch, had both wanted to play with my feeling!  As well as, seeing how far they could possibly take it.  Which half of the time, I’m sure they knew, by how I acting!  And secondly, of what happened shortly after they both decided to stop, so they could see while I was trying to carry on with my work.  

 But after seeing Matt standing near to the front of the shop looking like he could have not been feeling to good, felt like that I wanted to cheer him up!  But what I had thought was a  nice gesture to cheer him up, had turned horribly wrong for me!  Because after thinking Matt would take this as a nice compliment, well Matt just flipped out at me!  Leaving me feeling like I could have cried at the spot!  But as I stopped myself from crying, didn't mean, to say he hadn't hurt my feelings!

 Only, why should I felt like that, where all I did was write how I thought I liked him!  Even maybe possible added, I think I love you, in a nice way though, to just try and cheer him up!  Which, I know I shouldn’t have done, because that flaming big idiot, aka Matt didn't take that as a nice compliment.  But who twisted it around to try to say that I was harassing him!  Again, Matt acted like a Barstard!  Because if that was anyone else, well they would have taken that, as a really, lovely compliment-like!  

 But, once again, did Matt find that a very nice compliment from me?  Well did he?  Well,  no he flaming didn't!  As he really acted like a complete prick!  And that's no mistake!  Me! harassing him, who I always thought the world of!  And who I couldn’t hurt his feelings, even if I wanted to! Had certainly made out in front of my face, "just wait till Deek gets back tomorrow?  "As you can't harass me!

 Anyway, as he tried to make out that I was really harassing him with some help from his best friend and colleague, big Liz, the right snobby-cow, as she truly was in my eyes, because of the way she looked!  And boy!  I do mean, the way she looked to me which repulsive, ugly and so vile!  As I couldn't help myself thinking whenever seeing her around Matt, you are a total bitch!  And that’s no mistake!  As she really was a bitch, because of how I didn’t always have a leg to stand on when it came to them both working together!  

 But like I said, if that was anyone else, then what I written for Matt, would certainly take that, of a nice compliment.  Then, rather what he more then less had done, while being with her!  And, after he mention that, “just wait till Deek comes back tomorrow.”  Well, could say had freak me out!  Even trying to reason with him, didn’t help one bit, course, I ended up pretty much in tears, especially after leaving work.  Which Matt must have known what was going on while noticing me going straight into see my friends, in Wacky’s crying! 

 Now, as for the following day, as I knew what was coming went before going into work, I had went into the small coffee shop called Costas that was around the corner of work, to prepare myself of what was going to come!  But what I didn’t get was, just as I was on my way there, well I had caught a slight glimpse of both Matt and Deek peering around the corner of the front entrance, to our shop, grinning like you would not believe!  

 Only, after sometime, while I was starting to go for my NVQ in Retail, the person that was helping me for this, had told them, of how Matt acted after what I did!  Which their  immediate reaction was anger, or to be precise, livid!  Because of what they said to me was, “my god!  “Do you mean to say, they are trying to say you were harassing Matt because of what you written for him?"  Which once again, if that was anyone else, would have taken that as a nice compliment!  Not flaming well, twisted it around, so it would look-like they've been harass instead! 

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