So, I always dreaded of whenever Deek had took his days off because of knowing what may happen when Deek wasn’t there. But on that day who knows of why they first both wanted to play with my emotions as they did and really pushed it to see that how far they could both go for what the end result may turn out which half of the time, I’m sure they knew. And then secondly, of what happened shortly after they had both decided to stop regardless of how they were had carried on with my work. But after seeing Matt standing near to the front of the shop looking like he could have not been feeling to well felt like I wanted to do something for him to try and cheer him up maybe. But what I had thought was a really nice gesture to try and cheer him up had turned horribly wrong because after thinking Matt would take all this as a really nice compliment the guy just flipped out leaving me feeling extremely bad.
Only why should I had felt like that where all I did was write how I thought I liked him even maybe added, I think I love you, which I know I shouldn’t have done but if that was anyone else, well they would have took that as a really lovely compliment like I tried to explain then rather twisting my words around so that I was harassing them! Me! Harassing them who I had always thought the world of and couldn’t hurt their feelings even if I wanted too I couldn’t. Because of how something had always stopped me from doing so.
Anyway, as he tried to make out that I was harassing him with some help from Liz who in my eyes was a real total bitch and that’s no mistake as she really was a total bitch because of how I didn’t always have a leg to stand on for when it came to them of working together. But like I just said if that was simply anyone else, then they would take what I did as a really lovely compliment then to do what they made out I was trying to do! So, after he saw what I written he immediately told me that, “just wait till Deek comes back tomorrow.” Which really after hearing him say that must confess he made me feel slightly scared? Even trying to reason with him didn’t help as I ended up pretty much in tears especially after leaving which Matt must have known what was going on while noticing me going into see my friends at Wacky’s still very much crying.
Following day as I knew what was coming when I would eventually go straight into work decided I would first prepare myself because of getting all worked up with worrying of what was going to happen of course. But what I didn’t get was just as I was on my way there had caught a slight glimpse of both Matt and Deek peering around the corner of the front entrance to the shop grinning like you would not believe! Only, when I had told this to someone that was helping me go for an NVQ in Retail well their immediately reaction was pure anger or to be precise, livid because what they told me was, “my god! “Do you mean to say they are trying to say you were harassing Matt because of what you had written for him? Which once again if that was anyone else, they would have taken that as a lovely compliment.