WHEN MATT HAD CAME INTO WORK
BUT WHO TOTALLY IGNORED
But speaking of how Matt had made me feel then, like I wasn’t there! Brings me to yet another time when, as usual, Matt had visited us! Only, the way it looked, this time was as usual, seeing Wednesday aka Bobby! Because of how he always seems to go straight towards her! Who really, I like to describe her more as a small, but who was skinny-like a charcoal-stick person! After Matt had walk in! And even though, he may say a quick, “hello,” to everyone, including myself, while passing, that’s not the point! For the guy had never seem to think of stop to talking to anyone else, properly! !
Because, just before leaving, Matt had stopped at the till to speak to Emmitt, while waiting for Bobby! As Bobby was going on her break then! Which, was when I slowly moved in to say, “hi,” to Matt! Or even tried two before Matt went out! But silly me, should have known better when I actually thought, I’ll give it just one more go, in trying to say "hi," to Matt! But as I walked up slightly behind him to say, “hi, Matt! The guy just didn’t take one blind of notice of me! Which was where I had quietly said to Emmitt, from where I was working and who was looking straight at me! Quietly tried to say, “don’t worry Emmitt! And this was while Matt was still there!
As I really truly tried to understand of what could I have done to him to deserve that treatment from him! Him! That yes! I loved so much! I mean, it’s not like I wanted to hurt him! Or even wanted to do anything to him! Course, first of all, the guy wasn’t even working with us any longer! And secondly, I wouldn’t even dream of hurting Matt, even if I wanted two, I couldn't hurt my darling, Matt! No way!!! Even, if I didn't have these feelings for him like, wouldn’t dream of hurting him!
My god! It looks as if Deek as got my wish granted for me after all! By hiring someone that after telling him more then once, “why can’t you hire someone that’s tall, dark hair, with nice eyes, plus a nice smile with a wacky sense of humour?" Not forgetting, wo also, added "who’s got to be board for me! Because, yours-truly, really had asked Deek to do this way back then, but before he hired Matt and snobby Bitch Liz!
Even though, I had tried to tell Emmitt, quietly, “don’t worry Emmitt, to shout to Matt! While he was indicating, by looking over to me! Suddenly, noticed Matt had acknowledged me with a smile through the window of our work! But which, I thought, was to late to do so! Because as I really finally saw him looking at me! And it was for some reason, I went straight into the back feeling that why, did you have to hurt and upset me so Matt? Just tell me that why? And to be quite honest, who I was nearly in tears over it! Which I wouldn’t be surprised to think of finding out Emmitt would tell them, when he sees them again!