Wednesday 5 January 2000

Playing Games - Chapter 25




                                                                 THE TIME


                          JUST WHILE AFTER SAYING HER BYES TO MATT 

                                                         IN THE TAXI HOME                           

                             AFTER CELEBRATING THE BABOON'S BIRTHDAY!

 Now, before I’ll tell you what happened in this one event!  That occurred before Matt left us, course, when things didn’t seemed to be to bad with that so-call Manager!  Who once again, I referred her as that big fat Baboon that I truly didn’t want to keep bringing up, because of after Matt had left, well, she had really gave me such grief, that you wouldn't believe!   

 As it was while I was most vulnerable and knew that I was still most upset about, you know who?  Departure, when he left us!  Though, this was before, because it was when that ugly, hideous, fat Baboon aka that Manager had announced, "that it was their birthday coming up!  "And would we all like to join me in having a meal, at my favourite restaurant?"  So, after asking us, “would you like to celebrate my birthday,?   "By joining me at my favourite restaurant?"  Added, “as I really needed to know, so I can book who will be coming or not!

 Now, as for who will be taking who?  Well, some of us did have a lift from them, while others had made their own arrangements like Matt and Bobby had, as they both arrived together slightly later, since Matt didn’t drive at that time.  Only, when they finally arrived at the restaurant, well boy!  Did Matt sure make me feel like he couldn’t take his eyes off me, as we all noticed they were coming up the stairs, where we were all sitting, waiting for them to come.  After we shortly ordered, I still couldn’t help from noticing Matt was still looking at me, then really paying his attention to all of the others that was around the table, even after sitting opposite to me, he just couldn't help from glancing in my direction.

 Then, while trying to talk to the others, had heard Bobby asking Matt, “why are you seemed to be taking pictures of only Sandy?"  Because as Matt took his Mobile phone out from his jacket pocket, which I had no idea at the time that he was only taking pictures of yours truly, then the rest of them, over and over again!   Because as this was just before hearing Bobby noticing Matt and asked, “why are you taking pictures of Sandy?"  Which after he looked at Bobby turned back around to face me yet again!  With such a lovely smile upon his face!

 Though, after we all finished well some of us had suggested, "why don’t we go down stairs now?"  “Where we could all have a drink at the bar!  Which, as we did!  Had noticed while Matt was getting the drinks, Bobby and that big Fat Baboon aka that Manager, was not only talking fairly quietly to themselves!  But for whom, had kept turning themselves around and looking at my direction with a smile upon their faces!

 Anyway, when Matt returned with our drinks, well as we were near the Pool table, Matt had seemed to wanted to play a game of Pool!  But who needed two players, as we all know!  Only, what do you think Matt had gone and done?  But, after seeing both Bobby and that Manager talking quietly away, to themselves! Had looked straight at me, with that lovely smile!  Making me wondering, how they somehow, may wanted Matt to ask me to play with him!  Then themselves!  Which he had!  Even though, they must have known full well that I would have some difficultly in playing!  Because of my right side of not having the strength that others can do!  To really hold things, which like anyone if they wanted to! 

 So, even though, I had found it hard to play this sodding game, that Matt had made me felt in away that he did, wanted me to play with him!  Then thinking he could have chosen one of the others to play, did actually enjoy myself!  Even if I had mucked the game up!  I really did enjoy myself!  Only, it was a shame that we had to finish when we had!  As, I so, wanted to carry on playing, along side Matt!  Or was the truth that I so wanted to be so close to my darling, Matt?  Well, was it?   The answer was, yes!  It was!  Though, we still had to finish the game soon!  Because, as it weren’t just getting late!  But our taxi had arrived to pick us girls up to take us back to our homes! 

 Only, just before leaving the others and myself had all went up over to that Manager to wish her once again, happy birthday!  Because of knowing this was her birthday, after all, that we'd been celebrating!  But, who personally, was so stupid to give her a hug for it!  Which wouldn't surprised myself, of feeling sick in the stomach afterwards!  Because of how she treated me, shortly after my darling left us!  That Bitch!   

But no sooner then, I said my byes to Bobby and Matt!  Who wasn’t sitting down while we were all going on our way out, couldn't help herself, from glancing up!  Just slightly to his direction, who didn't look at me!  While I quietly said, "bye Matt!  Hoping he would just lift his head up to reply back to me!  Yet, at the same time had heard Bobby say something to him, which was asking him to say, “bye Sandy!  Before, going through the doors, heading towards our Taxi! 

 Because when I had said my byes to them, well the only person that I couldn’t really look back properly was Matt!  Even though, I eventually did!  As I didn’t just say my goodbyes quietly to him, while going out slowly, through the doors!  But who I couldn't help myself, from putting my head slightly down, while thinking of him!  Only, as I had, the next thing I heard was him!  My darling, Matt’s voice saying, “bye Sandy!  Which, I felt so moved!  Even if Bobby had asked him to say that, I felt touched!  Because there was just sumat about how he said it to me! had touch me so!

 Anyway, after hearing him say, “bye Sandy!  I replied softly back to him yet again, “bye Matt!  But while us girls were not just getting in our Taxis to go home!  Well, all that I could do, was look up, through the taxi window and think of Matt!  While we were all now on our way back!  But who, while I was inside the car with the rest, just couldn't help myself of noticing stars above!  While at the same time, thinking of him!  My darling, Matt!  And who I still like to think of my Brown Eyes!  Only, just don’t ask me why?  As I didn’t know or realised then!  That how deeply I truly felt for the him!


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