Chapter
17
SANDY'S SECRET
THAT I REALLY SHOULDN'T HAVE TOLD DEEK!
COURSE, GUESS WHO WAS LISTENING?
BUT MATT, HIMSELF!
OUTSIDE OUR STAFF ROOM DOOR, SMILING AWAY!
Then, there was even a time while I had a day off, but which had a phone call from work, of asking, "can you please come on in Sandy?" Which after asking them, if Matt was going to be there?" As, I wouldn't otherwise, replied back, "oh no, Matt isn't in today." Because, of how he and that "total fucking bitch," aka big Liz, had made out that I was harassing him, course, I thought at the time, that all I wanted to try and do was cheer Matt, by saying something nice to him.
Which, was really what happened yesterday, as well as thinking, this might be the best time to have a quiet word with Deek, because of what he might have thought of why I was having a problem with Matt. Which I didn’t, of course! But, who, after going into work to just let Deek know of why he thought I was acting in such away over Matt, thought, 'I should really put Deek straight about why I was?
Only, after I went in, whom should be the first person I see, of hanging around, near the front? But Matt!
Which as soon as I saw him, hoped he wouldn’t want to join in the back, while Deek was going to talk to me, because as I didn't want him to listen away to what I was going to say! So, while trying to avoid looking at Matt, looked at Deek, and asked him, “I want a quiet word with you, in the back?" Because, this was really about how I was going to explain to Deek of why, I was acting the way I had, towards
Matt whenever he was around me!
Thought, while trying to explain him the reason, of why he thought I had a so-call problem with Matt, but who I truly hadn't! Said, “oh! “Deek, if only I still had my photo of Robson, still stuck on my locker?" Because only then, that I can still say that I love him! But whom, before I can continue, added, that Robson, as in "Robson Green," is a Geordie Actor, whom I only saw him as a hero, of mine and not one of my old infatuations that I kept on having while growing-up.
Though, who this girl really had adored, for twenty-two years, back then, before allowing "herself," which I'm talking of myself, to really care so much, for Matt, into my so-call crazy life. As I truly believed he had, which sounded crazy! But, in some way, knew he wouldn't have liked me as a friend or a person! But, which I just couldn't help myself, being a real hopelessly romantic person, as I am, and who kept on dreaming about, well would have it been liked, if we were friends?
So, while trying to tell Deek of why, I was the way I was, over Matt, looked at Deek so carefully, because there was a brief moment that he turn to look from the outer-side of the door smiling away, to see who could have been there, listening away, to me! Which, like I briefly said, had, turned myself, very quickly around and saw, there standing in between the two doors, of the staff-room door and the office, was Matt, smiling away at me. So, if I wasn't mistaken, Matt must have slightly heard of what I was saying to Deek after all, which, after turning back to Deek, Deek was giving me a huge smile two, as if he had already probably knew that he was going to be there. So, what was going on?
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