THE DAY'S, THAT I DREADED OF
COMING INTO WORK!
Now, I always dreaded of whenever Deek had took his days off because of knowing full well of what may happen. Course, of knowing what Matt and that big Liz, that "snobby-nose bitch" would first like to act that they both wanted to play with my emotions, as well as, seeing how far they could possibly take it, which half of the time, I’m sure they knew by how I acting! And secondly, of what happened shortly after they both decided to stop, carried on with my work.
But after seeing Matt standing near to the front of the shop looking like he could have not been feeling to good, felt that I wanted to do something for him, to try and cheer him up! But what I had thought was a really nice gesture to cheer him up, had turned horribly wrong, because after thinking Matt would take all this as a really nice compliment the guy just flipped out at me, leaving me feeling like I could have cried. But I didn't! It was just that he really had hurt me!
Only, why should I felt like that, where all I did was write how I thought I liked him, even maybe possible added, I think I love you, in nice way though, to just try and cheer the guy up, once again. Which, I know I shouldn’t have done, because that flaming big idiot, didn't take that as a nice compliment, but who I was trying to harassing him! "The Barstard! Because if that was anyone else, well they would have taken that, as a really, lovely compliment-like!
But, once again, did Matt find that a very nice compliment from me? Well did he? I say, "no he didn't! As he acted like a bloody prick! And that's no mistake! Course, while I was trying to explain to Matt, of why I written that bit down, he like sometimes acted, twisted my words around, so that it seemed that was again harassing him! Me! Harassing him, who I always thought the world of and who couldn’t hurt his feelings, even if I wanted two, I wouldn’t want to!
*Anyway, as he tried to make out that I was really harassing him with some help from his best friend and colleague, Big Liz, who once again, was a right snobby-cow, because of that look of hers. And boy! I do mean, she had a repulsive, ugly, vile look about her! But who couldn't help herself whenever seeing her near to Matt, of thinking, 'you are a total Bitch! And that’s no mistake! As she really was a Bitch, because of how I didn’t always have a leg to stand on when it came to them both of them working together!
But like I said, if that was anyone else, then they would take that, of what I written for Matt, as a really nice compliment then rather, what he more then less had done, while being with that "toffee-snobby-nose witch! So, after he saw what I written he immediately told me, “just wait till Deek comes back tomorrow.” Which after hearing him say that, must confess he made me feel slightly scared. Even trying to reason with him, didn’t help as I ended up pretty much in tears, especially after leaving which Matt must have known what was going on while noticing me going straight into see my friends, in Wacky’s still crying.
Now, as for the following day, as I knew what was coming when I would eventually go straight into work that day, decided first, I would prepare myself because of getting all worked up with worrying of what was going to happen to me! But what I didn’t get was just as I was on my way there, had caught a slight glimpse of both Matt and Deek peering around the corner of the front entrance, to our shop, grinning like you wouldn't believe.
Only, when I told this to someone that was helping me go for an NVQ in Retail, well their immediately reaction was pure anger. Or to be precise, livid because of what they said to me was, “my god! “Do you mean to say, they are trying to say you were harassing Matt because of what you written for him?" Which once again, if that was anyone else, well I'm sure they would have taken that as a really nice compliment!