Chapter
24
THE TIME
SANDY SO WANTED TO TELL MATT,
DON'T GO MATT! DON'T GO! EVEN, PLEASE DON'T LEAVE!
But, sometime later while I
was busy working away in the shop and who Matt had a day off I heard
someone was having a leaving Party, which when I asked, “who’s leaving?" But who Bobby had replied, “Matt is.” Could say, I really had felt my whole
world was now about to fall apart. Which
may sound, silly to some, but it was also true, as that was what I truly
felt! But could I hide these feelings of
mine, that I had any longer? Well I could
not? As all I could answer to that was,
“No! "Not Matt! So, while trying to continue to work with Bobby or
that certain Manager that I don’t really want to remember because of what they
did to me shortly after Matt had announced he was leaving, nearby, must have noticed that I was truly upset about it, as
they both saw a tear running down from my cheek.
But whoever that saw me then, first asked me, “what’s wrong Sandy?" But as
I didn’t want to tell them, gave them some poor excuse that as you must know, being a really sensitive person who’s never had those sort of feelings for anyone in
their lives, didn’t want to show that I was so upset of the news. Even though, something had told me, I’m sure
they knew already of what was wrong by the way that half of the times, while
trying to do my work I went into a silent mood with my head slightly down.
Shortly after though, while putting
something in the bin, noticed Matt was just about to come in all smiles and who
was with someone. As for myself well,
because of the way I was truly feeling, at that moment, didn’t want to stick
around, so I walked as far away from the front or was it really from Matt? Which I’m sure that when Matt came wondering
in to talk to only Bobby, could also notice something was going on, as he asked Bobby,
“what’s wrong with Sandy?" While looking at me at the same time, as I did just slightly
notice them talking, but who also tried not to look at him directly, in case I
would start to show my emotions by crying.
So, after noticing Bobby was slightly
glancing over to me, as well as hearing her say to Matt, while I was trying so hard to
carry on with my work, but who at the same time couldn’t stop of hearing them both course, of my emotions was definitely starting to show. As it came so close to me crying since knowing that the guy who I’ve got
to admit truly love was now finally going to be leaving, “Sandy is
upset! And even though I couldn’t look
at them, couldn't help of wanting too. Because of
how I imagined how was he reacting to the fact, I was so upset, over the news he
was leaving? Or what his face was like
now, after Bobby (Wednesday), had told him, was the same meaning? Hey!
As I think I would have loved to have known that!
Now, while I was still making
myself busy but who was now going around then really staying in one spot as I
was when I first heard Matt asking Bobby, “what's wrong?" Could still hear them both talking away, only
as I heard them now talking about "who’s going to this leaving Party?" Still, couldn’t help feeling, but were
they? And why were they looking at
me? Especially, Matt himself, as he now
knew of how I was truly feeling then has for what happened next was while going
through the clothes, but only pretending, that I was sorting out, in size
order, heard Matt shouted down to me, “hey!
“Sandy, are you coming to my leaving Party?"
Which, surely he must have known
deep down that what my answer would be!
Because if he didn’t, shall I say, well the guy would be stupid not to see! Even stupid, because if he knew already of how I
was feeling for him of leaving, well to just go to his leaving Party would make
things twice as worst for me. So, trying
not to cry, I shouted to Matt still not looking, mind you, “I can’t! “As I think I’m busy then.” Which I’m sure he must have known that wasn't an true.
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