Playing Games - Chapter 31

 

Chapter 31

                                                  

                                       THAT CAN'T BE AN ACTOR CALLED 

                                                          LUKE WILSON                 

                                                    IT'S GOT TO BE MATT!

 But getting back to this so-call film that I once mentioned because no sooner then I had saw it then you could say had bold me over and that’s no mistake which in other terms meant how I nearly fell over because of how this Actor who was not only on the front cover of this film but who I’d really never heard of had made me think of Matt just couldn’t help myself from buying it!  Call me mad but I had too because this Actor sure did look like him.  And as for when I approached the counter to buy it well what I remembered in saying to them first was, “who’s this?"  Because, of how I still couldn’t believe that someone else, had truly resembled Matt in every way.

 Because let’s say for instance, that you were in my shoes, someone that you knew, but who then, suddenly came across some unknown Actor, that you never heard of before, let alone who as not really came across any of his films, until now, was a dead-ringer to the person you not only know, but who had also, fallen deeply in with love.  As I’m not joking!  This Actor, seriously had the same look about Matt in every way, his smile, and what a smile, as well as that look, when you just gaze into those eyes of his and Matt could hypnotise me!  Which was truly so uncanny to see that someone else, now was more like him, my darling!  But which, I couldn’t help just thinking of Matt even more and more, because of this gorgeous Actor!  

 But that wasn't anything new, because before I came across that film called, "Idiocracy" who now, in my eyes can't help seeing, that Actor, "Luke Wilson" as a knock out!  Course, I've got more of his films.  My favourite, was called, "Family Stone" because, of every time, I had always used to see Luke's character, "Ben Stone" looking from down stairs to the top with that gorgeous look of his, as well as, his smile, while pull his scarf to side to side, before his sister slap his head just slightly, to wake him up.  When that is, he had not long came to in to his family home for Christmas and saw his brothers girlfriend, "Meredith" played by Actress, "Sarah Jessica Parker" starting to come down the stairs, course, for some unknown reason, he had always reminded me of Matt!  Why?  Well, I have no idea, all that I do know is, boy!  Did he always make me dream more of Matt then, thinking of him as well, in every way, that I could remember of him.

 Anyway, getting back to that film, "Idiocracy" course, after asking the assistant, behind the counter from W H SMITH, "who was this?"  Course, of how I couldn't believe this Actor, who once again, never heard of before, had really looked-like Matt, was then told, “it’s an Actor, called "Luke Wilson."  Which I must say, had didn’t know what to say only, "that can’t be," "because I know this guy."   As I think I was trying to convinced myself, that, that couldn’t have been some Actor, by the name of "Luke Wilson," but, Matt himself!  Honestly I did!

 So after buying this film, which I had two, first showed my friends that worked at Wacky’s that who like myself, had thought, after see this Actor, by the name of "Luke Wilson" well, they also, probably would have thought the same as I do!  Because of how he really had looked-like Matt to me, but which I didn’t say anything to them at the time, to see if themselves, could also, notice who I was trying to talk about, since I still couldn’t believe it myself.  But anyway, as soon as they gazed upon this from cover to this film, well they, like myself, had said, "my god!  “That’s Matt, that is!  As for myself, well, that’s what I told them, afterwards!   How that Actor looked exactly like Matt in every way.

 Then, shortly after showing them of this film, I then thought, maybe in a couple of days I’ll show the guys from work of what they might think of this Actor!  Especially, Plain Face Wednesday aka Bobby, because of how Matt had always seemed to like to walk straight to her for a chat, a very long chat, whenever he had always popped in, like he was making an impression that they had always been the best of palsy-like!  Only, that was not so, because when Matt along with that "snobby Bitch of a Cow" aka big Liz, had actually started working for us, well Bobby wasn’t working with us!  But still, that’s what Matt had always made me feel whenever he would come wondering into work at times, simply ignoring yours truly, while walking straight towards Bobby to talk to her. 

 Only, what I found that was so strange was when Matt had approached her, he and Bobby had started to talk quietly like they didn’t want anyone to hear what they might be saying!  But who would want too!  But getting back to this film of mine that first had took me by complete surprise, because of that Actor that I’ve not only never heard of as you know but who I’ve never come across to any of his films until now, had really found it strange to discover this Actor after really knowing Matt!

 So, a few days later as I planned to, had brought that film, "Idiocracy" into my work, to show both Bobby and Cilla, that whom had reminded me, of one of those completely awful long plastic thin dolls, that we all girls had, as a child, with scaggy long blonde hair and long legs, might have thought, of this gorgeous Actor, called,  "Luke Wilson!  Because, of what both Lynette and myself, had noticed, after seeing this DVD cover, with this Actor on it, that resembled someone, who we knew straight away.  So, no sooner then they had, then they both had really looked a bit surprised because of how they first looked at each other.  

Not forgetting, mind you, of what they said, was more then less, the same, as what Lynette and myself had said, when we saw that Actor, course, of the way, they simply looked at me with a smile.  Because of how I reckon they could see the resemblance of whom this Actor Luke Wilson younger brother to another well-known Actor, "Owen Wilson" that I could only describe as, "The Blonde," with the wham-bam thank you mam, in nine different places!  But, who had definitely looked more like my darling, Matt, then, the wham-bam thank you mam in nine different places, "Owen! 

 So, really after saying about that, I just couldn’t help but asking Bobby that, “if you want to Bobby. I’ll leave you this film of mine with you, so you could show to him?"  Which meant Matt, but just I couldn’t say his name.  But to my surprise, a few days later after just finishing work and like usual, went into the Esquires coffee shop that I normally into, to have a drink Bobby came running through shouting, “hey!  “Sandy, Matt wants you to pop into his work to see him."  Which yes!  You could say how I did seem to wonder, you what Bobby?  Because, all the times I’ve known Matt, this just didn't sound like Matt at all!  So, once again, I asked Bobby repeat herself, because of how I thought am I hearing this right?  So, Bobby said this again, even showed me a text from Matt of saying it.

 After Bobby went and left me, still drinking my coffee, but who was now still thinking to herself why, did Matt want me to pop into see him?  After finishing my drink thought, well I might get this over and done with.  But still, I just couldn’t believe that the guy, that showed me or even made me felt, he despise me, but who I couldn't help of truly caring for, had now, sort have asked to see me whether I had a message through "Wednesday" aka Bobby or not!  As well as, if I had left it later and my nerves would have probably showed up, course, of having a good imagination, that if someone like myself, had walked into someone’s work, that they worked with, you sometimes as well as, who had fell hopelessly in love with showed their nerves by maybe feeling their knees were trembling a little!  Well could you?

 Because that was one thing that I was sure didn’t want to happen if I went round to see Matt as first of all can you imagine the look I might get from him not to mention of how I might feel!  So as I said instead of waiting to go later to see him I decided that I’ll better see him right away.  Only, before I did, I first had pop into my work to fetch that film of mine that I had left with them because I thought being best mates Bobby would have wanted to go round to show Matt that film that really had the Actor that resembled him so.  But as you know who did not because while Bobby was trying to tell me that Matt had wanted me to pop into his work to see him she also said, “well if he’s asking to see you Sandy, you might as well show him that film of yours yourself?

 So, when I was ready to fetch the film from my work well instead of going past his work as I usually do, I went through a shop to go around another way so I can still get at my work!  Just don’t ask me of why I was doing this, as I sure don’t know!  Maybe it was just I didn’t want Matt to notice I went past until I had my film.  So after I went around the other way, still heading towards my work of course what I couldn’t help in saying to Bobby as I went in was, “Bobby I will get you for this!  Because surely she must have known that I couldn’t take it round myself of the way I felt about him unless that is, something was going on, that I didn’t know about!  And so after leaving them to head straight for Matt’s work well let’s say I was now really couldn’t help myself from feeling a little nervous, not to mention just a little scared because of now knowing I was about to see Matt again.  But it was more so, of when I got so close to the entrance of his work because of how I couldn’t help myself from looking around the corner of the entrance to see if I could see him without trying to see if he could see me first!

 Only, as I did, who should I see right near the front as well as who had his back from me because of talking to someone?  But Matt!  But saying that well let me tell you that sure didn’t last for very long because no sooner then I tried to take a step further then Matt had turned and smiled at me.  Which first after saying, “hello,” he then said, “I’m sorry to hear about your dad Sandy!  Which all that came to mind was how did you know about my dad Matt?  Because for that moment it didn’t dawn on me that Bobby could have told him about my dad’s death as I asked him which he replied, “Bobby told me!  Then after saying, “thanks!  I then tried to tell him by showing him this film of mine that, “who do you think this Actor whose name as you know but who I told Matt is Luke Wilson looks like too you?  Which, all Matt could say with a cheeky grin on his face, “who me!  So I answered, “yes!  “Why don’t you think so?"  Which all he said was, “if you think so?"  But while looking at him, I wouldn’t be surprised that he probably already knew of why I could have brought this film to show him.

 Anyway, shortly after, Matt turned to one of his work colleagues that was standing near to the front talking to him, leaving me just pondering around, thinking to myself, well really why did you want to see me Matt, if that’s all you going to say hey!  Why?  So, while looking around and then who spoke to someone, since they wanted my opinion about which phone they should get?  Turned just slightly around to him, who was still talking away, to his colleague, but as always, facing from the back of me, was Matt.

 Which I couldn’t help thinking now how on earth am I going to get out from here without (Brown Eyes) noticing.  Because although it had looked they allowed people to go in and out well let’s just say at the back of my mind, felt that was he trying to block me in!  Only as I saw my chance because I just didn’t want to start feeling like my knees could have trembled a bit with nerves well, while Matt was still talking to his colleague, had decided to go!  But as I did I did say a quick, “bye,” to Matt my (Brown Eyes).  And as for whether the guy noticed I left well, who knows?  Because what I do know is, if I had stayed any longer and I do mean if I had stayed any longer, well like I said, knowing myself, would have probably start to feel my knees tremble a little from nerves, because of being so very close to him, which may sound daft, but was also true!