THE TIME THAT MATT WAS STANDING THERE
ONLY, HOW DID HE KNOW, I WAS JUST AROUND?
Though, on this one occasion while I had this day off, had saw Matt while coming out from the ladies toilets at the Kingfisher Centre, leaning against the wall, that was opposite, looking slightly down at the floor, then who slowly glanced back up where I wondered how did Matt know I was around here, at that precise moment? As well as, why else, was he just hanging around here, doing absolutely nothing, but looking down then who slowly looked back up as I came out from where I had been? Because for me this had felt he somehow knew I was around there, waiting for me to come out from where I had been!
Anyway, no sooner then he saw me, then he slowly approach to ask me, “are you doing anything important Sandy?" Which, to be perfectly frank, had got a little confused to where this was going, until, he asked another question. Which was asking me, “could you possibly come into work to help us out for a few hours?" Which, I thought, oh, Matt! I would do anything for you, but, not for work!
Because, there was something about Matt that made this girl feel like she was going into a little world of her own or going onto cloud nine! Even though, how I told him, “I’m doing something Matt, so I’m sorry I can’t help you." This guy had always somehow, sent me in a trance, just by glancing deeper and deeper into his lovely deepest, dark mesmerising brown eyes, whenever he also smiled at me, which I never refuse! So, while walking along with Matt toward work, with a little smile upon my face, thinking at the time, that this was so nice of walking along side by side, with you, Matt, because, of thinking, it was going to be a fine day, when I got in! But was I wrong in thinking that!
Course, after asking Matt, “where these jeans had to go?" Course, of it being a new item, that must have come, while I wasn't there, not only gave this girl such a strange look, but which had shouted from the back of the shop, while he was around that flaming Bitch, aka big Liz, whom really had a bloody nose. She was like one of those toffee-nose sobs that thought, they knew everything then anyone else! Not only shouted, “my god! “What do you mean, you don’t know where those jeans go?" But while he made yours truly, look ever so stupid, added, by crying out loud, “how long have you been working here Sandy?" "Hey! "Just how long?"
Then, what’s more, what the guy had surprisingly said to me next, I could say, had truly hurt my feelings so deeply, because of what he said was, “do you know what, each day, I can’t wait for it to be over, because of how you always frustrate me so." Then, after asking him, “well do you want me to leave then?" Turned suddenly, to that repulsive big Liz again, then, who turned back to me and said right in my face this time, “oh! “why don’t you go away." "As I can't stand of seeing you Sandy!
Which, what shocked me even more so was after Matt had truly yelled out that at me, he simply shouted, “because I can’t stand the sight of you! Which, coming from him, personally had once again, truly hurt my feelings so deeply then, anyone could imagine! But, what was so worse was, it came out of Matts mouth, who I had simply thought, before of going into work, oh! Matt, I'll do absolutely anything for you, just anything! Then, helping work, but why did you have to turn into Mr Hyde right now? Course, of simply carrying on by saying, "why, don't you get out of my face, as I can't stand the sight of you!
Which, at first, didn't really understand of why he would say anything like that to me, since it was him that had asked me to come in, in the first place. Because of the way I was now starting to feel but, just didn’t want to show it, stopped myself of feeling that I could have cried, right there and then, in front of him. That Barstard! As, he wanted to act then, to show off in front of her. But once again, because I had tried to stop myself from crying in from of him more, well it didn't help one bit! Because, shortly after, Matt had said all that, he left me totally speechless! Course, oh boy! As I didn’t truly expect anything like that to come from him, especially as I came in, on that day for just Matt and not for helping out.
Because of just noticing Matt was leaning on that wall, opposite the ladies toilets, on my day off and asking me nicely, with that gorgeous look, "if I would kindly help them, at work?" Especially, as I thought then, that after he asked me as he did, to come in, thought, that this was going to be a nice day for me. But lets just say, if I knew what was going to happen shortly after we got in, for the way Matt had spoken to me, probably would not have gone in! Course, I only gone into work on my day off because of Matt and not because of work that needed some help!
Only, what I truly didn’t expect to happen was, while I was walking away from both of them, tears was starting to flood down upon my face, and only tears, as I did not seem to be crying properly. As it just seemed to be tears running down my face while I went so near to the front of the shop. After I walked away from them, by still trying to do my work of sorting some clothes out, still tried so hard in not allowing any one of our customer could see me, how deeply Matt had hurt my feelings by hiding my tears. By frankly, how and what he said to me, while just standing so close to a clothes-stand! Noticed some customer had saw me, as I slowly glanced up and looked at them and for them looking back at me made out that they were trying to say, what's wrong with you?
Only, what was more worst, while noticing this customer that was on the way out, saw that flaming, repulsive, vile snobby-cow aka big Liz had also seem to be looking me. As I noticed from the corner of my eye, as she seemed to be hanging around the till, doing something! Or was she? Course, what was going through my mind was, could she possibly have been there to get back to Matt, to tell him what was going on? Course, no sooner then I noticed her, she had rush straight back to Matt!
Which, I did thought I was safe for a brief moment until, Matt had suddenly reappeared in front of me, with that lovely look upon his face to say to me, "now, what’s wrong with you Sandy?" Which, I had thought, as if you didn’t know what was wrong with me Matt? But instead, of telling him the truth, I told Matt, “I’ve got a headache," "a terrible headache! Which, I was sure that while I was telling him this, that he possibly knew in some way, he didn't believe!
Because I wasn’t telling him the truth! So, as I was waiting for some sarcastic comment from him, all that Matt had then said was, “go in the back then.” Which, after coming straight back out had noticed Matt was looking directly at me with that look again. Which, did puzzled me, as I wasn't so sure what to make of that look he was giving me. Was it a nice look? Or simply a look, that was trying to tell this girl, "oh grow-up girl?