Wednesday, 5 January 2000

Playing Games - Chapter 17

 

 

Chapter 17

 

Then, there was a time while I had a day off but thought that this might be the best time to have a quiet word with Deek because of what he thought of me having a problem with Matt which I didn’t!  But still I needed to let him know of why he thought I was acting in such away he probably didn’t get which he should have done!  As I was saying on this day I actually thought I should really put him straight, only as I went in whom should be the first person I see hanging around near the front?  But Matt!  Which as soon as I saw him had hoped he wouldn’t want to join if he had heard me asking Deek that, “I would like to have a quiet word with you?  Because this was really about how I was finally going to explain to Deek of why I was acting the way I did towards Matt.

 

Though, after asking Deek, “could I have a quiet word with you?  That I do believe Matt had probably thought that h should have also been included into as he was the Deputy Manager.  But no sooner then I knew that he wanted to join that I asked Deek if he wouldn’t mind in Matt not being there because I only wanted to speak to him on his own as for who knows what he had thought when I had asked him of that! 

 

Only, while we were in the back Deek had asked me while I just sat down that, “do you mind if the door could stay open in case, I’m needed?  Which, I had no problem, what so ever, to that only as soon as he said that then he was needed.  So, as he went out leaving me on my own for a while well after coming back in and apologising for stepping out as he did, he then finally asked.  “Now, Natalie what did you want to talk to me about?  And secondly while I was trying to explain him the reason of why he had actually thought I had a so-call problem with Matt well I didn’t!  As I then said, “oh!  “Deek if only I still had my photo of Robson still stuck on my locker?  Because then I can still say that I love him!  But before I will continue well I just like to add that Robson as in Robson Green, another Actor was only an hero, of mine who I truly adored for twenty-two years, before Matt had came wondering into my so-call crazy life as I truly believe he had!

 

Anyway, as soon as I said that to Deek well I suddenly thought for a split second did I hear something?  So as I just stopped to just turn around still sitting I first thought but there wasn’t anyone around but boy!  Was I wrong in thinking that because no sooner then I had looked again, then I saw it was Matt that was trying to hide himself from maybe me while I was trying to explain the reason of why I was being the way I was towards Matt but who had gave me the most biggest smile when I eventually saw him looking at me. Which beings me now too how long had Matt been there?  Because of thinking, that he could have been hearing all what I was telling Deek. 

 

Especially that part of when I was telling Deek that, “if only Robson’s photo could still be on my locker because then I can say I love him,” which again had thought that I was only talking to Deek alone in the back away from you know who?  But the real reason of why I thought Matt had been listening to all what I was telling Deek was when I looked at Deek in between thinking Matt was there listening well as I turned back to Deek, Deek was giving me a huge smile as if he had already probably knew that he was there all the time.

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