THOUGHTS AND MEMORIES OF YOU
THAT SANDY WAS TRULY HURTING
COURSE, OF MISSING MATT SO MUCH!
When I came in that following day, I think really, everyone from work, had probably right away, that I was so very upset about how Matt wasn’t now going to be around any more. Because it was just simply how I was acting around them, with my head slightly tilted down looking so sad, that half of the time thought, 'oh! 'No! I sure hope I’m not going to start crying? Because of thinking part of me was trying to deny that it was him, that was really doing this to me, Matt!
Why, I still even had wondered from this day onwards, of why, did all those complete Barstards, did, what they did, to me, while Matt was still working with us? Just tell me that! As I’m sure I’m not wrong in thinking that they could have played with my mind, so I would end up getting so confused about my feelings for Matt! Course, I can tell you right now, that if they really hadn’t played with my feelings, as they had, well, would know, full well that I wouldn’t think twice, of falling in love with anyone, as I do now, because once again, all I ever wanted was to be a friend to Matt, that’s all! Not, who couldn't help falling in love with them!
So, there we have it because I was still expecting him to pop out from around the corner or just come through the back from doing something well I probably got so use of seeing him around that I was now actually missing him. But just maybe like someone first asked me when they had popped in just the once to say, “hello,” to the others because of how they use to work with us. Hey! “Sandy have you seen any sign of Matt, lately? Which to her response, could only reply quietly, “no! But also, nodding while looking down, just slightly to them, that they said, “why that’s a shame Sandy, because you two seemed so very close!