WHEN EVERYONE HAD WANTED TO KNOW WHERE I WENT!
WHICH ALL I GAVE THEM WAS
"IT'S ME TO KNOW! AND YOU TO FIND OUT!
Now, around mid January of 2009, while I was up Town having a drink but also, at the same time either drawing or writing away! Had noticed to my surprise, while sitting in Esquires Coffee Shop just minding my own business, but my darling Matt! As he was passing by more then once, around Esquires like as if he was doing this on purpose! Making yours truly, wonder, did the guy know that I was there? Or not! Because it was the way, he simply kept on looking! As if he was trying not to really glance over to my direction, but did!
And I do mean glancing of to my direction with that lovely look in his eyes! Not forgetting, that lovely smile his of his! Though, it was difficult for me more to not to stare back! Because of those gorgeous, deep, dark, mesmerising, melting and captivating eyes of his! Which, was a nice feeling for me! Course, of thinking that maybe the guy could have came around, because he heard from those other morons from work, that I would have been there!
And I certainly do mean, how they were staring straight at our direction! But who didn't seemed to look as if they were glancing at Katie while they were inside first, at their desk! Course, as Katie was still noticing, Matt was looking straight at our direction, through the open door to their work! As it was wide open, of course! But was he? As Katie then, said while still staring out of the window that, “he seems to be looking at you more then me Sandy!
And then, who had went straight over to their boards to either straighten it out! Or just make out that they were! That’s if it was him coming out, to do that! Because it was what Katie had really reckoned, while noticing him coming out to do that! As who knows, this could have been an excuse, on his part for trying to look at me more closer! But who knows on that score? Because he really could have gone out to straighten that board nevertheless of what my friend had said!
But still! While doing so, my friend did say, “you can look now, Sandy, as he’s not looking now?" Which as I slowly turned my head, and definitely noticed, it was my gorgeous, darling, Matt that was trying to straighten this board out! Whether he had pretended or not! It was him, alright! And who I can say, had put a huge smile upon my face! So, after we both walked out, after finishing our drinks, my friend Katie had then, asked me, "well shall we go on in then?" "In? As I said! Course, of wondering for a brief moment, I just didn’t know what she was talking about, until, the penny had dropped!
even though how much I may have wanted to see him again! As I really wanted to! Well I
don’t think that I was quite ready then! Not because I didn’t wanted two! Oh, no! But I think it was to do with my nerves, that got to the better of
me, more than anything! Because of knowing that I was that
close, of really getting to see him, after all this time! But as Katie said,
“well if you don’t want to go on in, then we’ll go! Made me to rethink, oh! Just go on in Sandy! Just go on in!
And I certainly do mean, of what he was doing! Which could be practically anything! So, after walking back in, where I left Katie looking around the Mobile Phones, saw she was actually, talking to herself! And not noticing that I had left! But when Katie had realised to herself, that I wasn’t around, asked me, “where have you been Sandy?" Which, after answering! She replied, “because as I just been talking to myself! "Because as I thought you were here!
Only really! If you must know, while Katie was telling me this, I still couldn’t help myself from turning slightly around to see if this was Matt or not, from facing the back of me! * And they were! As I noticed them facing from the back of me! And why? Well, I just wanted to see him, that's why! As to what everything that happened to me, with my dad who I will always love, thought, I could need a bit of cheering up! So, while looking to where Matt was, still thought, oh! If only things could have been different between us, Matt! As for after Katie and myself left his work well, one of us had thought instead of going home now, well, why don't we both go back into that same coffee shop, that we were in before? But saying that now, I do believe, it was myself, that asked Katie that, “could we possibility go back in for another drink?" Because I think I needed it! As for Katie, well she had no quarrels with me, for wanting to go back in!
As well as, like Bobby, Cilla who looked more like a thin, but slightly tall Plastic dolly-shape! That, if some child would get hold of it, wouldn't be at all surprised, that they would want to bend it's thin lanky legs! Like it was going to do the splits! But wouldn't be surprised that the the lanky plastic legs, would break!
As well as, try to twist it's tin plastic arms apart! So it would break it, like most thin dollies! Buy, as I was trying to say, I wouldn’t tell Cilla, when she asked me, "but why, wouldn't you want to tell us Sandy?" Answered, “because I just don’t, that’s why! Then, told them, “as it’s me to know and you to find out!
The only thing though, knowing he was there at the front, still talking to Bobby, just couldn’t help yours truly, from glancing over to where he was, every now and again! Which when I did, had surprised Matt was also, looking straight at me with those gorgeous dark brown eyes and a slight smile. But all that I could think of by now! Was if Bobby now knew of where I was yesterday, well for trying to keep that a secret from all those other Muppets, as now definitely gone out through the bloody window!