Chapter 41
WHEN MATT HAD ASKED SANDY
JOKINGLY
OF
WHEN MATT WANTED SANDY TO SORT FIND
A PAIR OF JEANS HE WANTDED AND WHAT SIZE HE ASKED!
AS WELL AS
ADMITTING THOSE TRUE LOVE
FOR
BOTH "LUKE WILSON" AND MATT
BUT, WHO WILL ALWAYS LOVE THE ONE!
Then, one day as usual, after the guy had came wondering into see Bobby, who at the time was doing something at the back of the store, “well let’s just say as soon as we saw each other, not only in some way, had tried to look in another direction, but who also, had tried to look another way, as I was trying not to show signs that I was very shy, by first saying to him, “I’ll get Bobby." But, who I still wondered at times, of when he saw me had slightly turned around. Because that weren’t like him at all, as that’s normally me that would have done that, whenever I only saw Matt.
So, after notifying "Wednesday" aka Bobby of Matt’s
presents was acquired, she then came to speak to him quietly as always, near to the
back, but who this time, had spoken to one another around a table, then standing at
the far corner of the back, looking at me while talking away. I slowly walked towards the front,
near the entrance because of knowing who was there, looking straight at me, while that "gorgeous-puppy- dog eyes" aka Matt had came in to see her.
Though, while I was really trying to stick around them both and I really was,, before as usual, I walked away from both Bobby and (Brown Eyes) aka Matt, which as you should realise by now, was always been a pet name for Matt from me if you haven’t realised that yet! Maybe because of how I had always found looking into those adore big brown eyes of his was so mystified, that it even somehow always stopped me from concentrating on doing my work. And yes! Even though, things as happened as they did, in away to both of us, “both so differently if I can say that. Would first place? Because of knowing full well that I normally do get on very well with guys in general-like as in making friends with them more then I do with the same sex like myself!
But who shortly after, had made out he needed a pair of jeans, that size, that didn’t exactly exist, couldn’t help herself for not hanging around no longer. “Why? You may say, “well that’s a silly question to ask, because as always, it was just seeing him looking at me with that lovely smile, which had made this girl as always, go all shy and bashful! But, if the truth is to be known, I think all this, shows that I was truly in love, for sure and still could well be, till this day, but, at the time, who was just to shy to express her feelings!
Even though, it may not be intentionally, boy! Did Matt hurt Sandy so much! But that doesn’t mean to say, my feelings for Matt doesn't exist no more. Far from it, course, I grew-up in believing that if I ever fell in love with someone, then, loving them, will be for eternity, then rather saying "oh, yes I love you," if I was with them, then, late on, fall out, with them, over and over again!
As, you can call someone like me, who's not only, "genuine," "an old fashion romantic," but who once again, wouldn't or could love someone else, in replacing my true love for him that I still have for him! Because, my love for Matt will be always be for eternity now, even though, he never truly liked me as a friend or even wanting to know me as a person, but who at times, hurt me. I will always love the idiot, no matter what or where he maybe now! It's just I do know for a fact, I'm in love for sure, with Matt, then with, "Luke Wilson" the Actor. Who only, seems to be helping me so much with my feelings, that I have and will always have, when I say, "how I love Matt, no matter what! As well as, who knows full well, that if I imagine that I'm in love "Luke Wilson," well, it's knowing that he can’t hurt me, like how, you know who, way back then, had!
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