Wednesday, 5 January 2000

Playing Games - Chapter 18


   Chapter 18


                                                               THE TIME

                                   WHEN SANDY HAD BROUGHT MATT 

                                                                A BOX OF ROSES!

 Then of course, there was a time when Ben had popped in to ask Matt, "would you mind doing a small favour for me, mate?"  Then who asked him, "if you weren’t to busy to give me a helping hand?"  So, after Ben went Matt went up to Deek to ask, "would it be alright for me to go and help Ben out later?"  Which, he replied, “well ok!  "But only, if we’re not so busy this afternoon Matt.”  "Ok!

 Which was when Matt had went back to work!  Although, shortly after he had, he came waltzing up towards me and asked, “hey!  "Sandy do you mind, in getting me a box of chocolates?"  “Possibly, some box of Roses!  "As it's Roses that I love!  Then adding, “because, right now, I could just fancy some.”  Only, as I didn’t know that half of the time, he could have meant that as a joke!  Then just asking me!   But anyway, I got him a box of Roses, for later!  

 Now, okay!  At certain times, I did feel like Matt and myself had sore of got along, like how he was with, with the rest of the others!  But that was only until I noticed his behaviour or mood-swings, had kept changing towards me!  And this was only me, may I add!  Which I could only describe him as more like, Mr Hyde. from Dr Jekyll!  Because, one minute, Matt was acting all nice!  Then, he would turn into one hell of a horrible person!  

 And even more so, when Deek was always having his days off to!  But who was also, working along side, his old and best friend, big Liz, that snobby-cow!  Which, looking back, at that cow, could certainly think of a few more names, for her!  Which, really if anyone had wanted to know her personal, well I wouldn't advice it!  Course, personally!  I would even refer big Liz, as a real trashy bitch!  As well as, having a name like, a scabby witch that looks-like you can see her nose goes slightly up in the air!  

 Why!  I'm even probably sure that big Liz had probably thought that she knew everything!  And I do mean, everything!  That Miss two-goody two Shoes, that at times, I personally, thought wanting to slap that bloody scrawny, ugly face of hers!  Which, I was still referring to big Liz once again or even better still, felt like giving that cow, a bloody good left hook, across her repulsive, vile, scrawny face!  

 Because, partly it was the way they really were to me, especially, of how I feeling, whenever Matt was around!  Although, that didn’t really start after that certain day, which like I said, in one of my other chapters of mine!  When both myself and Matt had this one day off, but which after I came wondering in, to just try and leave a Birthday present for Matt, with little Liz and another!  Had stupidly fell into their trap, by ending up giving Matt a soft, gentle kiss upon his skin! 

 Course, I had felt some what different, of how I was going to feel for Matt now!  But, it was how everyone around work had certainly didn't help me!  Because, of the way, they all liked to stick together-like, by playing upon this poor girls feelings!  So, I wouldn't have known one way, or the other of how I was going to feel for Matt!  

 And that was really ending up falling for someone, for the very first time of my life with a real guy!  Then, rather someone on the TV as I use to do, like when I was very younger!  Either way, when they had all decided to be like this, to see how far that they could possibly go to see what they were doing to me, would work or not!  Well, for seeing how I was acting, had must have known, they had!  Those utter and complete Bastards!  As they truly were!  

 But, saying that, at the time, of what I thought of them, well I just couldn't say anything nasty about you know who?  Because, it wasn't that I got shy, when I had always saw Matt!  But, who also, acted very venerable!  Which, on that same night, after getting trick by those two imitators girls, for asking me to give Matt a kiss!  A kiss that had ended up, kissing him upon his sort cheek!  Well, whether I was popular asleep that night or not, to make myself comfortable in my bed, had felt something very weird!  As in going cross from the back of my neck!    

 Only, just don't ask me what I truly thought?  Because you would have probably think to yourselves, that sounds daft!  But, really, for being an old fashion-time romantical, as I am and who had never in my whole life-time had that sort of feelings for anyone!  Had felt could this be a cupid, brushing pass, at the back of my neck to tell your truly "it’s now, your time Sandy!  

 As, in trying to tell little old me, it's your time, for sure, that you shall meet your true soul-mate?  Or, the One!  And I certainly do mean, of talking about falling in love with somebody!  Then, continuing to like some Actor, as I had done, in my past life-time, from the TV series!  Yet, saying that now, still couldn't imagine seeing myself with anyone!  Because, I've really had always had my doubts, ever believing that one day, this girl will possibility meet someone so nice and shy!    

 Anyway, going back to what I was saying on that day, when Matt had gone out to help his mate, Ben in his work!  Which was only next door from ours, at the time, course, as it was coming up to my end of my shift, had asked both Deek and Laura, "whether they, reckon I should really get Matt some chocolates?"  Their reply was, “yes."  “why not!  Which after getting a small box of Roses, that Matt had requested, had nipped round to Ben’s work!  

 Which I must admit, still wasn’t sure of whether I was doing the right thing or not!  No matter what Deek and Laura had to said!  I still didn’t know of why I was to doing this!  But, there again, I was weak, to stand up to them, especially, I would have done absolutely anything for Matt anyway! 

 So, before going in, I had thought, could the guys be in the back, working?  Or not!  But, as I slowly wondered in, had first saw Ben was at the till, smiling at me!  Which, he then shouted, “Matt!  "Hey!  “Matt!  "Your Mrs is here!  Which, could say had made me blush! Because what had made Ben persisted to say something like that?  Which after seeing Matt of coming out from around the back and sat himself down to just do something, he then asked, “what are you doing here?"  So, after saying, “I brought you a box of Roses Matt because that’s what you asked!  All Matt could do was smile at me, followed by saying, a big, “Aww!  “Thanks Sandy."  

 Then, just before I went, one of his other mates, that had also worked there, had came wondering out from no way!  Probably from the back, thinking while they had, was Matt going to introduce this girl to them?  Hey!  But after asking Matt, "who this?  Waiting for his reply!  Instead, of replying, “this is Sandy!   Matt just simply said, "this is my second girlfriend!  Which, all I could think of was, what on earth did he mean, by saying that? Second girlfriend! 

 As I sure didn't know!  Only, that was what he truly said to his mate, after coming out from the back!  Because, by god!  I had thought, now, did I hear right?  Did Matt say, “this is Sandy, my second girlfriend?  Shortly after he approached me, with a little smile!  Which was so nice for me!  Then who added, "what are you doing here Sandy?"   Which was when I showed Matt the box of Roses that I brought for him! 

 Which still, I found a little to odd, because now, all I wanted to know was, why did Matt just suddenly come out of saying what he had?  As I’ve never been called, someone’s girlfriend!  Let alone, saying, "this is my second girlfriend!  Just never!  Not forgetting, that whoever had said to Matt, before, I left Ben shop, heard a voice from behind, saying quietly, “she’s beautiful!  Which, just for hearing that, made this girl go a little shy in herself, because if they were referring to me, as beautiful, well, all I can say was, they must be blind, as a fucking a bat!  Because once again, I’ve never been called that by anyone!   

 Anyway, while I was on my way from the shop, well, something couldn’t help myself from smiling away!  As what happened next, while just as I was on my way out!  Maybe, it was more to do with how Matt had said, when he introduce me to his mate, after he had came out from the back!   Because, rather what I thought he was going to say, had said, “this is Sandy, my second girlfriend," to his mate!

 And instead, of going straight home afterwards, I decided to first go back to tell Deek of what just happened!  As I still didn’t know of why Matt had said what he had to his mates, while I was in there!  For all I do know was, the guys could have wanted a good laugh, over my expense to probably make me think they honestly meant, it!  Which seriously, couldn’t see that any of them meant what they said!  Especially, Matt that is, when he said, “this is Sandy, my second girlfriend!

 Anyway, while telling Deek of what just what went on over there, well what both Deek and Laura could do was, give me a huge grin!   Making me of course, to start wondering, if they could have possibly knew something already, that I didn’t?  Well could they?  As I thought to myself, while looking at them, it wasn’t the smile, but more of the way they were looking straight at me!  So as soon as, I left them from work, still thinking I’m not ready to go home just yet, went into the small Costas Coffee, that was just around the corner from our work! Because oh brother!  Did I think I needed a drink after that!   

 Only, what came to my mind was, while sitting down, waiting for my drink was, did Matt watch me after I left them all, from Giles for Sports?  Which, I think, that was what it was called way back then!  Though, as for Matt, well he could have probably known that I went straight back to see Deek and Laura, before, ever going to have a drink at that small Costas Coffee!  So, who knows?  Matt could have gone around himself, to see Deek to find out what happened while I was there after I left!  As, I wouldn’t be surprised!  

 But before I continue, with what else, happened regarding that instant, well let me tell you how all those feelings of mine for Matt had rise t the surface!  For okay!  Maybe, all of those from work didn’t help by playing with my feelings!  But again, I must say, it was so weird how all my feelings had slowly risen!  And that was no sooner then I had given Matt that Birthday kiss upon his soft and gentle cheek!  Which was not only two days before his Birthday, but which, would have been two days after my beloved dads Birthday!  Course, his Birthday would have fallen on June 24th if he my dad was still alive! 


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